4 months

It has been 4 months since we said goodbye to Mayah Joy.  The time has gone by so slowly, and yet so fast.  Four months ago, I couldn't imagine making it this far with the heavy weight of sadness.  I couldn't imagine going on--missing our baby so much.  I couldn't imagine going on--into a future that was completely different than we envisioned it.  I couldn't imagine going on--without Mayah Joy.  And yet, we did.  The grace of the Father carried us through.  And He still grants us a peace that is beyond measure and that passes all understanding.