It's Mayah Joy's birthday today. It's been a whole year since we held her and since she went to her Father in heaven. We miss her so much. I remember the horror and disbelief I felt when I went to the emergency room the day before Thanksgiving. I remember the sobs that shook me so hard I couldn't stand up or breathe. I remember telling Mayah how sorry I was that I couldn't keep her safe and alive. I remember begging God to please please let this not happen. And I remember telling Mayah how much her mommy and daddy love her and that she would be going to her Father in heaven and that He would be able to love her and take care of her even more than we could. And I remember her daddy lifting her up to heaven and giving her to her Father in heaven and I knew that He took her then, into His arms forever. I also remember the encouragement and love of our family and friends who love Mayah too.
Happy birthday in heaven, precious Mayah Joy.
Missing Mayah Joy
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